Author: Phillip Santillan

  • Worship: reTHUNK

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    I have to admit that I first made this post about 7 months ago on my old blog! But being that I was given the opportunity to teach from Hebrews 13 – specifically on the topic of Passionately Worshiping God” – I decided to pull this post back out, with a few updated edits of course!

    The Law of Unintended Consequences

    My longtime colleague Larry Bach talks frequently of something he calls The Law of Unintended Consequences (I am not sure whether or not it is original to him but I am grateful to him for helping me understand it nonetheless). Simply stated: For every good and timely decision there are a whole list of potential downsides that tag along as perhaps unforeseen, certainly unintended results.

    While the quality of the music has improved, as demanded by the market, perhaps the quality/sincerity of the heart has been somewhat compromised by the bandwagon jumpers intent on cashing in the demand of the market.

    While worship has enjoyed a deservedly growing focus, perhaps it has become all about the music, with the problem being that worship time is judged by what the music did or did not do for a person (“Worship wasn’t that great today” meaning the music was lacking…or…”We changed churches because the worship is better over here” meaning the music is great…)

    You have to read the whole post entitled “Meaning Based Worship.“

    I haven’t been a worship leader for as long as Dave, but over the past 13 years as a worship leader, I’ve been through the same total range of sentiments that Dave talks about. So where do I stand now? I think I have more questions now than ever. Here are just a few.

    • Do we embrace “New Worship” to encourage our congregations to be found singing a “New Song” or do we do it just because it is just “New?”
    • Do we sing “Old Songs” so we appease the emotional connection some people have to “those songs”, or do we do them because they communicate a message or direction we are led by God’s Spirit to go in that Sunday?
    • If we do the “Old Songs”, do we redo them to make them more “modern?” (The side question I always ask is, “Is this “new version” better or worse?”)
    • How about those “Not-so-old” but “Not-so-new” songs? You know, the ones you feel connect with people but might be on the verge of having people say, “This song again?”
    • What about the conflict of worship song preferences? You know when “so and so” comes up and says, “Isn’t (insert worship song here) awesome” and you politely say yes because you fear saying no may make you seem rude – but really you don’t like the song at all?

    And these are just a couple of thoughts I have concerning the type of music we pick. I haven’t even begun to talk about how a person’s worship leading style (aka stage presence) affects the temperature of worship. I’ve seen it all:

    • The Stoic
    • The Rockstar wannabe
    • The Hand Waver (aka “Paint the sky-er)
    • The Eyes Close-er
    • The “Angry” look
    • The “cheesey happy” look
    • The “I don’t know what I’m doing up here” look
    • The “Hold the mic between the fingers” look

    I have no problem with sincere and undignified worship of God. I also understand that everyone worships the Lord differently, but I’m not talking about the roles the people of the congregation take on. I’m talking about worship leaders. It’s just seemed to me that, for the sake of seeming authentic, some worship leaders (band members included) just are distracting. As one person said to me once, “One can only take so many pelvic thrusts from the guitar player during worship!”

    As I currently serve as a Worship Arts Pastor, I do find myself constantly rethinking how worship in the corporate setting can be more sincere, more meaningful, less distracting, less self-absorbed – more about making disciples.

    The point is this. I’ve often felt weird about my disposition to constantly question how we “do worship” and what goals our choices in worship songs, style, and structure actually accomplishes (or doesn’t). But I think that in order for worship to kept authentic in the corporate setting, the methods, the intentions, and the style should always be “reThunk”. And I’m ok with that.

  • Book Review: Read and Share Toddler Bible

    _140_245_Book.67.coverWhen I received the Read and Share Toddler Bible I didn’t really know what to expect.  The first thing I realized that this book came with a bonus DVD of Bible stories and other features.

    I am a parent of a toddler, and I was already feeling good about what the arrival of this book meant.  The truth is that I really do like this toddler bible.  Don’t be mislead – it isn’t an official translation of the bible.  Rather it’s a story-by-story retelling of the major themes of the bible.

    Unlike another children’s bible my wife and I had given our children, the way the bible stories were told were more how I would tell a story to my child.  It used a lot of words and expression that you would use to communicate to toddlers like,

    “One day the people came to the Red Sea. ‘We’re stuck,’ they said. Moses held up his hand. Whoosh! God made a path right through the water.”

    As I thumbed through the children’s bible, I also noticed that the artwork throughout the book was wonderful.  Not too realistic, but not too cartoonish.  One of the things my wife noticed was the little notes throughout the book for parents to help their children understand the story, either through interactive crafts, or just simple reminders of what is the main theme of each story.

  • The Day My Cymbals Were Lost

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    Two K custom cymbals, an A Custom crash, and mastersound hi-hat.

    Gone.

    I thought they were loaded into my vehicle after our worship service in the park.

    I was wrong.

    Once  I realized that they were lost, I began to remember…

    The shows I played

    The sounds they made

    How     Much      They      Cost…

    I’m not going to lie.  I felt like throwing up.  It was enough to almost make a  grown man cry…ok maybe I DID cry, but who’s keeping score?

    Then it was FOUND!

    Then I began to remember…

    The sheep

    The coin

    The son

    It was enough to almost make a  grown man cry…ok maybe I DID cry, but who’s keeping score?

  • How do you worship without making a sound?

    Go to 1:40 and enjoy!

    [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5HkXmOIwpkQ;rel=0&w=425&h=350]

    You’re welcome!

    (Thanks to Elissa who sent this to me today!)

  • Worship Confessional #2

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  • A Video for my Son

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    I love you Brennan!

  • Conversations//Bad Leaders and Brokeness

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    Ever had a boss you couldn’t understand?

    Ever had someone God placed as an authority in your life that you didn’t feel like they deserved your submission?

    When I was in college I read a book entitled, A Tale of Three Kings, that spoke about this very kind of situation.  I mention it because the passage of scripture that I am studying today brought me to 1 Samuel 19, which reminded me of A Tale of Three Kings.

    It’s no wonder that the subtitle for A Tale of Three Kings is, “A Study in Brokeness.”  In 1 Samuel 19 we see David willfully submitting to King Saul, who – at this point – was on the verge of acting like a madman.  We also know that at this time, David knew fully well that he was anointed to be the next king after Saul, but he repeatedly did not seek to gain the throne on his own efforts.

    I’ve read this passage, read A Tale of Three Kings, and am now re-reading this passage, but this story still breaks me.  Why?  Because there is a hard balancing act that is required of the follower of Christ to be strong in conviction and leadership, while at the same time being broken in humility.

    My prayer?

    “Lord help me to lead by Your Spirit with conviction and intention, but to equally and simultaneously serve with humility and brokeness – to follow you even when it doesn’t make sense. Because I know in the end your ways are higher than mine….amen.”

    What’s your prayer?

  • Live From Downtown Minneapolis…

    This is my attempt at using qik.com to stream a worship confessional.  It is pretty bad until 6:07.  Fast forward to there is the jumpy video and audio is killing you.  Look for worship confessional #1.1 later 😉

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  • Conversations//The Bible

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    As I continue in my journey of understanding the bible, my studies in the Old Testament leaves me asking some really important questions – questions that I hope that you who are reading this would join me in conversation.  For instance, Isaiah 56:6-8 says

    6 “I will also bless the foreigners who commit themselves to the Lord ,
    who serve him and love his name,
    who worship him and do not desecrate the Sabbath day of rest,
    and who hold fast to my covenant.
    7 I will bring them to my holy mountain of Jerusalem
    and will fill them with joy in my house of prayer.
    I will accept their burnt offerings and sacrifices,
    because my Temple will be called a house of prayer for all nations.
    8 For the Sovereign Lord ,
    who brings back the outcasts of Israel, says:
    I will bring others, too,
    besides my people Israel.”

    When I came across this I began to ask, “Why did all the pharisees and other experts in the law not understand that God’s grace extended outside of just the “chosen people of Israel?” From what I’ve gathered about the experts of the law was that in many cases, there were just some thing in scripture that:

    a. They chose to ignore

    b. Because of their unregenerate hearts could not or would not see

    Then this made me ask the real important question…

    Are there truths and standards from God’s word that I’m just not getting?

  • Reason #1 I love MGEFC

    I am surrounded by some of the most talented people I know.  Seriously…it’s almost unfair to think of all the people that are involved in the worship arts ministry at MGEFC who could easily walk into a church and take a position as a worship leader.  Even more so, they do it for free! I mean check this out, in our worship arts ministry, I’ve got

    • People with bachelor degrees and masters degrees in music
    • Gifted songwriters
    • a dude that was on an episode of the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air (now THAT’s sweet…admit it)

    On top of that, I think I’ve got some of the best vocalists in MN.  But above it all, they are all people with HUGE hearts for the Lord.  They’ve been through so much change within the worship arts department, but they have always remained faithful and always committed.

    That’s what I love about my church.

    What do you love about yours?